Monday, April 21, 2008

i am.

i am: full
i think: being an adult sucks sometimes
i know: i am loved
i want: to be a good mother
i have: a wonderful life
i wish: Matt had a full-time job
i hate: cockroaches
i miss: everyone in SC and NC
i fear: someone breaking into our apartment
i feel: overjoyed
i hear: the tv-Bones
i smell: pizza
i crave: dr. pepper frosty floats from wendy's
i search: for good deals
i wonder: why it's so hard to find a job
i regret: not being money wise in the past
i love: new orleans
i ache: to see my family
i care: what people think of me
i always: drink lots of water
i am not: sure what this whole labor thing entails
i believe: in God
i dance: almost never
i sing: in the car
i cry: all the time
i don’t always: finish my Bible study
i fight: the desire to want to be a "cool mom"
i write: in a black journal
i win: the lottery in my dreams :)
i lose: bills...and then they are paid late...oops.
i never: forget to tell my husband daily that i love him
i confuse: needs with wants often
i listen: to the sounds of the city
i can usually be found: sleeping or watching tv
i am scared: at night when i can't sleep
i need: to feel loved
i am happy about: being a mommy soon!

3 comments:

Matt Parks said...

I Love you sweetie, God is going to take care of us. There is no doubt you will be a great Mom!

courtney said...

Thanks for sharing Sarah, I think about you often. Can't wait to meet Emma Grace, and you'll be a wonderful mom, you're beautiful!

The Beasleys said...

I love that post. Everything will be okay with the labor thing, don't worry about it. Don't stress about the things that can go wrong, because only God knows what will happen and I know he will keep you safe. And c-sections are not as bad as everyone makes it seem. I survived two! You will be a wonderful mom and a cool mom all at the same time. You can be a cool mom and still discipline them. I love you! I miss you and pray for you everyday.