i am: full
i think: being an adult sucks sometimes
i know: i am loved
i want: to be a good mother
i have: a wonderful life
i wish: Matt had a full-time job
i hate: cockroaches
i miss: everyone in SC and NC
i fear: someone breaking into our apartment
i feel: overjoyed
i hear: the tv-Bones
i smell: pizza
i crave: dr. pepper frosty floats from wendy's
i search: for good deals
i wonder: why it's so hard to find a job
i regret: not being money wise in the past
i love: new orleans
i ache: to see my family
i care: what people think of me
i always: drink lots of water
i am not: sure what this whole labor thing entails
i believe: in God
i dance: almost never
i sing: in the car
i cry: all the time
i don’t always: finish my Bible study
i fight: the desire to want to be a "cool mom"
i write: in a black journal
i win: the lottery in my dreams
i lose: bills...and then they are paid late...oops.
i never: forget to tell my husband daily that i love him
i confuse: needs with wants often
i listen: to the sounds of the city
i can usually be found: sleeping or watching tv
i am scared: at night when i can't sleep
i need: to feel loved
i am happy about: being a mommy soon!